Holidays????

Okay. I don't mean to be rude but my holidays are sucks. I'm bored and I don't know what else to do. It feels like I'm useless and retarded as I can't do anything else except sitting at home and online all the day long. I feel more fun when I'm on school. I can meet my friends, that's for sure. My friends? Hurm... they are busy... busy with working. Okay. Maybe you are wondering why don't I work. Well, I guess my parents won't let me as they afraid that I'll love to work and don't want to continue my studies. Okay... I get what they are trying to do. Ouh yeah, I have a huge assignment actually for this holiday! And it boosts me up! It is a Pengajian Am's assignment. Well, my group (Samantha, C'ma, Jee and me) or also known as Brain Workers is going to do WILD ANIMALS! Heee... it is interesting, right?! Yet, our group's name quite scares me as teacher said that our project should be as great as our group's name. Perghhh... -.- I'm going to die. But not yet! I have to struggle to end of the point! Haa.. self-motivate! What else huh??? Ouh yeah, my love story isn't that fruity for these few days. Hurm... I'm way too tired to talk about it. Maybe next time I will. And hell yeah, I have financial crisis! Perghhh.... shit! I'll wait for my eldest sister, Kak Ani, to come to Sandakan. I want her to spend my lil sis, Jana and me to new Secret Recipe. I just can't wait lorh! Hahaha... My hair is growing faster. Thank GOD! I love long hair but I won't do extensions. It is way too expensive and fake. -.- Sorry. I love NATURAL one. :) Well, I decided to perm my hair after STPM. Well, my school won't let any fashionable hairstyles. ''-.- That is school policy. And I, as a prefect, have to obey! Aduhai.. hehehe... Hooo... I guess that's all for now. I'll continue later. ;) Bye peeps!

Broken Heart Girl... (

My heart is broken.
I, myself, don't know what my heart want to say...
And sometimes it screams until it bleeds deep inside...
Yet, I'm too jackass because I still can figure out the puzzle...
Should I just shut my mouth up?
Or should I tell him what I feel?
Ouh... it is quite impossible!
I can't take it!
I need to do something!
I want to forget him... yeah, forget him is the best solution!
But.... how? :(
How?
Oh my Lord, please show me some courages...
So that I'm strong enough to forget him...
Yeah, I will! I will!
Wish me luck, I have a mission now.
FORGET HIM!
Burbye, love!

Melancholy

;(

DON'T BE A SOBER...
THIS LIFE IS TOO SHORT...
SO, ENJOY IT.

:(

DON'T BE SAD...
THIS LIFE IS NOT WAITING FOR US...
SO, CHASE IT.

:|

PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE...
A SMILE CAN CHANGE THE WHOLE WORLD...
SO, JUST SMILE!

:)

GOOD GIRL/BOY...
I LOVE YOU...
STOP PLAYING THE MELANCHOLY MELODY..
THERE ARE STILL MANY CHOICES TO CHOOSE...
PICK ONE, MAYBE YOU'LL BE HAPPY.

:D

Secret Admirer???

My big topic ever!
Who is he?
I already know..
The only thing I don't know is...
Should I believe the story? Or the rumour???
But everyone knows about it...
Aww... what should I do???
I'm clueless, speechless...
Haiyak...
Psstt.. let it be my secret..
When the time is right, everything gonna be reveals!