He loves me, He loves me not

Do you still remember how the first time we knew each other? At that time, we were so happy and joy with our life. We talked much from morning to night and back to morning again. Then we laughed because you thought that I'm such a silly and funny girl. And I laughed because the way you laugh. I really missed that moments... I do anything so that I can have them again...

Do you still remember when I cried because of some of the jerks? You were the one who comfort me until I stopped cry and started to laugh. At that time... I realize that I fall in love with you. Yet, I kept it as my secret because I don't want to be hurt anymore. I preferred ourselves as a friend... That is better for both of us....

Do you still remember when you said that Love Bug is theme song for me because everytime you heard it, it reminds you of me? I'm so happy at that time because I felt that you loved me too... Yet, I still kept it as my secret. Maybe it is just my feeling. I slapped myself so that I woke up from my day-dream!

Do you still remember when you always called me? When I asked you to hang up, you said it's fine. It's okay. I frawned my eyebrows because it was weird. I asked you if you don't have someone else to be called? Then you said... no one else than me. I smiled.... I was thrilled because you flirted me! :-P

Do you still remember when you always called me SWEET Wanie? Everytime you talked to me... you must said..."You such a sweet person, Wanie." And I will said," No, lah..." And then, I will laugh as I wanted to cover my excitement! And I really, really, really missed that SWEET word from you...

Do you still remember when we will said I LOVE YOU so many times??? And then, we will laugh because it was so funny. You will said that I LOVE YOU MORE. I was so happy. I really, really, really want that moment. Please... please give them back to me....

And now... you won't listen to anything from me. You make me feel like I don't deserve to be with you. I'm speechless... and the only thing that I can do is cry... Coz you hurt me so much... Please let me know if you don't love me anymore. Don't let be last to know.... :-( I love you..