Goodbye??

Am I ready for this goodbye?

I said goodbye before I'm totally sure that I am ready...
Urm... Now I'm confused...
I am too stupid or lost my mind to make that decision...
And now???
He is getting further from me...
And it hurts me so much!!!!
Uwa~~~~
Stupid decision from a maniac girl...
I wanna sing the song COME BACK TO ME by Utada Hikaru....
I wanna him back!!!
Uwa...but you know what???
I am damn toooooo stupid EGO!!!!
;-(
There is a phrase....
'If you love him, let him go. If he comes back, he loves you. If he don't, he never loves you.'
Gulp...
He don't love me?????
WUWUWWUWUWUWUWU

p/s: Bubu, if you are reading this... please come back to me... :-(